Next week is going to be a high speed roller coaster ride:
three midterms = fun fun fun! I have my life science midterm on monday,
physics midterm on wednesday (;_; oi, tasukete~!), and calculus (matrices)
midterm on friday. I also believe that my Chemistry lab midterm is
on the following monday too.. So, nothing is really going on. ..
hope my eyeballs wouldn't pop out in the ride..
I hear sounds of bells' chimes
carried from the distant valleys
a voice so faint, yet clear
that permeates through the air
through the mountains
.. trees, and mist
i search frantically after the voice
sounding as if a beckoning whisper
chasing a changing silhouette
a dancing flame
finally collapsing in the moor
surrounded by the foggy mist
no where .. [lost]..
a sudden light giggle erupts
as i realize i am here
in the free silence of my origin
28.April.2000 -kin-
I think i've slept less than a total of 24 hours in the last week...
Well, i just took my last midterm yesterday, but it was still
quite a panic experience! I was so sleepy the day before
that i couldn't concentrate on studying... After all, it was
friday, a long week of lack of sleep has finally caught up on
me! Well, i woke up looking like a zombie, and had to rush
to class. I was a bit late, so i had to run to the class..
which was kind of far. That class was kind of interesting..
it was my life science class.. The professor was talking about
"friendship" in living beings.. Why would you want to help
someone else if you need to survive yourself? Anyway, so
my professor (actually, 2 professor teach this class, but
.. hehe.. they seem to alternate on different days!! @_@||)
kept on talking.. and so i had to run to my math lecture
to take my midterm.. By the time i reached there, they were
already passing out the exams!! There weren't any empty seats.
LuckilY (well..) i found one seat, but when i sat down after
squeezing pass the seated people, the guy next to me said that
there wasn't a table.. I didn't really care.. at least i got
a place to sit!! So i took out my green binder to write on.
However, my professor found out that there wasn't enough tests!!
Some other people and I didn't have any tests!! So.. what did he
do was he wrote the problems on the chalk board and told us to
use our own paper .. (sweat drop rolling down).. Sometimes,
one of the (stupid) TA was sitting down at the front and blocking
my view!! aAAa!! well, in the end, i didn't have enough time to
finish the test.. you know.. reducing matrices isn't such a fast
task!! and the professor said that we must turn in our tests,
or he wouldn't be collecting them anymore! So i quickly finished
one more problem (lucky! but so messy.. out of 5 problems, i "finished"
4..) So when i handed my test to him (on regular line paper... ),
he looked at it and said,"whats this?" I sort of panicked!!!
haha... he has been collecting tests, but almost everyone had a
test paper, not regular lined paper! ! @_@... I explained it to
him, and he said something like "ohh. yes.."
I had to staple my 2 sheets and handed it to him.. I got to say,
what a strange day.. ne...
19.may.2000
hmm.. i haven't updated in a very long while. . Actually, i took the
second math midterm today..and.. it wasn't so great either..
I now have one more midterm to go.. that is for physics. This quarter,
i have 8 midterms total.. so i was constantly studying for one exam or
another.
I guess i did do some interesting things. Such as going to the
Festival of Books at UCLA and going to the annual "Powwow", which is
some sort of Native American Indian tribal dancing contest (?)..
In the Festival of Books, hundreds of "tents" were set up, transforming
the campus to somewhat be a circus! I went with my classmate and we
hung around only a few tents.. It was too bad that we didn't get to
see all the stands!! We stayed at the Japanese bookstore "Kinokuniya"
and the LA local comic book store "Hi De Ho Comics" tents most of the
time... reading things!! ( @_@..) At that comic store tent, there was
the artists of the comic book version of Simpsons signing autographs!
It is free of course.. with a purchase of any Simpsons comic. I
thought "why not?" and bought the first issue and waited a long time
until it was my turn to have it signed. Of course, i didn't just
stay under the hot sun, i was reading many graphic novels.. such as
Usagi Yojimbo!! I was very surprised how good the stories were..
Anyway, the artist asked me what was my favourite character (haha.!!
well, i am actually not a very big fan of Simpsons.. but.. :D) and
I just answered Lisa Simpson.. so he drew a light sketch of Lisa with
a pencil first and had one of those black permanent markers (which was
funny, because i had the same one!!) and drew it. I was somewhat
disappointed because the sketch of Lisa is quite almost exactly to the
picture of Lisa on the front cover!!!! -_-.. oh well.
The powwow thing (i still don't know what exactly is it!!) was
quite interesting. It took place on one of the Athletic fields. On
the field were also many tents set up in a circle, enclosing a wide
space in the center. These tents were for sitting down.. especially
for the dancers and tribes. Actually, i think that tribes all over
come and gather for this event!! To the sides were lots of tents selling
all sorts of Native American stuffs.. such as jewerly, animal skins,
pottery, dream catchers, skulls, beads and other accessories (parts
to make the traditional Indian costumes!!).. etc. I actually bought
a Northplains Indian arrow for $5, and some cheap arrow heads and some
accessories. I was going to scan them (except the arrow, which is
about 3 feet long), but.. =_=.. What really impressed me was the
various costumes. Some were very fancy.. with feathers all over!! SOme
people really look like exotic birds (IMHO)!
oh, i took some pictures of the Powwow thing, but i don't know when
will i ever develop them!! One of my hobbies these days is trying to
take some good photos. A problem is that i have to find a good time
and object to photograph. I hope to take some pictures of some of the
movies being filmed on campus sometime.. But that isn't very common.
as for this site, i did do some updates, but i forgot to update the
news section!! aaa.. stupid, ne? I have quite many plans that i want to
get started on.. but.. i don't know when i will have the time and
materials.
On a different topic, my oldest brother is now working as a game
tester at.. SEGA! (Sega of America, that is.. located in San Francisco).
He is now testing the game SEAMAN, which i do have some pictures in my
[HEN] section! It isn't really a "game".. its more like a simulation
of raising a creature.. And you have to talk to it (via a microphone!)
and it will talk back (as i hear...).. Well, it is quite an old game..
one of the first games on the Dreamcast, but it would take a very long
time to translate all the Japanese (not only text, but all the voices!!)
into English! And yes, we finally got a dreamcast (dricas for short)
.. maybe 1 month ago!! Even i was surprised!!
well,.. i have to try to find an apartment ASAP for the next school
year... so i will go and walk around i guess.. write down phone numbers...
etc.. (i mean.. how do you go looking for one? The newspaper only
represents a few.. and probably not the best deals..) Well, i don't know..
but i will try. see you next in..! aaa. the weather is way too hot these
days.. summer already ..
26.may.2000
haha.. i was going to a homepage and it read:
"Sorry, you need to upgrade to Lynx in order to view this page. Please get
it from http://lynx.browser.org
Rude, isn't it? :)
Please click on this banner to go to the "any-browser" version. Thanks! ^_^"
well,.. anyway.. most people will wonder what is so funny about it. The thing
is that I always have to read a similar message, except that it is either
"netscape navigator" or "microsoft internet explorer". And it is quite
annoying.. Especially when they say stuff like "your browser is too old or
even "ancient", go get it here [link]". I usually use LYNX for internet
anyway.. its so fast, even though there aren't any graphics.. However things
like Java script or frames really mess things up.. making it very hard to
navigate. What makes me quite sad is that i guess that people do not really
find that LYNX or even UNIX is good at all. Even the company CRL is going to
discontinue their UNIX service.. because CRL was bought by another company..
and that company does not want to continue this particular internet service..
CRL is the main internet service we get so.. (sigh)
well, i have my last midterm on Tuesday.. and i really need to study
about 6 chapters of physics. so.. who knows when i will get around and
finally work on major updates for this HP (ka na~).. . after that.. however
comes my finals.. ok. jya.
30.may.2000
Finally, i finished all my midterms!! I just took my 2nd physics
midterm.. and.. ?? i thought on the test, "!?!" because the first two
problems were so easy.. i thought i was crazy... hahah!! The third
problem however... is quite hard.. Its proving some theories of lenses
and mirrors (which, in fact, really makes my brain wacko.. virtual images?
real images? gahh!!!).. I guess my professor thought the first exam was
too hard or something!! :D (psst!! i got ~67/300, which is a "C"!!!!!!!!)
well, now all there is left
is FINALS. .. which is very very soon. my first ones are next week
(10th week of school.., the last week of school before the official
finals week) Well, it is also going to be the end of the "luxorous"
life at the dormitory. Not exactly "luxorous", but you know. .. no
cooking, worries.. etc. So i plan to take lots of pictures and put it
up in the [illusions] section... before we all clean up and move out..
09.june.2000
Two more left! I have finals on Monday and Wednesday.
Some sad news.. My 2 year old plant "Benimaru" seems to be ill and is
withering away!! I can't stop it ne.. Well, some weeks ago, i was
poking the main stem where it is just touching the soil with a
toothpick.. I did this because i noticed that there were some very
strange growths there.. It looks like big lumps accumulated there for
some reason.. so it was rather wide (maybe 1.5 cm diameter that narrows
to .5 cm stem).. but when i poked it, the toothpick went through it!!
*.*!!! boy,.. was i ever shocked.. I compare this to horror movies ..
such as the common scene.. the main guy (ok.. girl then) is completely
unaware of something strange in the house! So she enters the
living room and sees the back view of her mother sitting on the couch
.. looking like she was watching the tele.. The girl then walks up from
behind her mother and puts her hand her mother's shoulder.. "mother..?"
Then her mother's body slumps down to the chair, and her face 1/2 eaten
by maggots and larvae is seen. THe heroine then shirks away and with
her hands on her face screams.. She then tries to run away.. lost
innocence. (this scene was also in Devilman Lady!! =) )
So, i dug the soil and found that Beni-kun was infested with some
small white insects!! @_@.. what was so bad is that their numbers are
just too many.. and their tiny size makes it very hard to get rid of
them.. I had to break off much of Beni-kun's root because it was "dead"
and infested with those bugs.. . ughh...
I just went to my physics review session and it was very horrible.
I was so tired.. and i have a very big headache. The TA gave us some
sample problems to do.. but i didn't know how to do them.. ( =_=..)
Last night.. i didn't get good sleep. My roommates were still studying..
and my roommate's friends were also in the room studying.. But i couldn't
help it.. i needed to sleep (it was around 2:00 AM,. and i need to wake
up at 9 AM).. so i just went to bed anyway, even though the light was
on. I didn't really want to interupt their studying either.. and i
thought i could sleep with the light on. (the bad thing is that i sleep
on top of a bunk bed, which is much closer to the flourescent light..)
And so i thought,"i'm tired.. i can go to sleep".. however, sleep did
not happen for some long long time.. maybe an hour or so.. People were
also talking in the room... oh well, maybe that is why i have such a
big headache and sleepiness today ne. =_=.. (yawn) feel like a zombie ne.
Well, the other day, i finally got to watched an "expert" playing
GAROU. For some reason, it seems like hardly anyone plays it.. There
is usually someone playing Street Fighter (whatever), and Capcom
vs. Marvel II. There are big crowds watching MvsC usually. Games like
SNK's GAROU and KoF'99 (which is kind of "old" now i guess) aren't
played that often. Anyway, that guy is way too good.. He was using my
character "Rock Howard", and he had lots of fancy combos.. He was even
using the "SURVIVAL MODE"!! Every time he played, he reached the near
to the last boss.. and if he dies, he starts over again!! crazy ne..
So after i made sure that guy left (;) ) , i tried to copy some of the
combos (and some of the specials i couldn't do!).. I couldn't really
do them at all (sweat drop rolling down).. That guy had a very special
move.. and i have no idea how he does it.. Even though the special
desperation moves aren't difficult, i can't seem to reproduce them
(|\- + |\-).. oh well, i'm using too many quarters playing in the
arcade recently!! I can't wait to get to play KoF'99 on the Drimcast..
!! :D Lets hope that GAROU will also be released on Dricast too!!
18.June.2000
I'm back in back in Sacramento after the finals week... I did OK on
my finals.. I hope... Incredibly, the physics exam was not very
difficult.. however.. i'm not sure about if i really did them all
correctly... My last 2 physics exams were really 3 hour monsters...
But this one.. @_@...
Right after finals, i had to pack up all my belongings to move out
of my hostel. I still have to find an apartment for next year though..
It took me a very long time to pack things up.. Most of my luggage were
actually homework stuff and textbooks. I wanted to sell 3 books back,
but they only bought 1 out of the three.. i got $6.50 for a $12.00 book.
what a "rip-off" indeed!! The book was in quite a very good condition
too. =_=....
My cousin, uncle, and aunt came from Sacramento to pick me up.
Actually, they didn't come to pick me up specifically, but they needed
to visit the school Cal Poly in San Louis Obispo.. which is about 1/2
the distance from Sacramento to Los Angeles.. They stayed at my uncle's
house in Westminster (L.A.).. and Uncle Way also came to pick me up on
Thursday afternoon. What i felt bad was that i didn't get to say
good-bye to some of people on my floor.. I was quite in a hurry..so.
gomen ne! sorry.. maybe i will see some of you guys next school year ne!
After they came to pick me up, we all stayed at Uncle Way's house
until Saturday. However,. as usual, i got carsick while riding the car.
I got a headache.. (and my cousin too!! :D :D haha) The next day, my
cousin's friend came to drive us to the mall for shopping. So we went
to the Cerritos Mall with my cousin's friend and her friend's boyfriend,
listening to J-pop music from popular Japanese Dramas... Of course,
my cousin had to go to the "cuties" shop of cute stationary, etc..
And she also had to buy souveniers for her friends too.. We also went
in the Claire's accessories shop because they had a very cheap deal of
10 pieces of clearance jewelry for $5.00.. My cousin then told me to
split it up.. i pick 5 and she pick 5.. She quickly selected hers
already, but it took me some time to pick mines.. I could only pick out
4.. Which are quite interesting designed necklaces and bracelet.. They
are kind of "industrial" type of jewelry.. silver metal...
After shopping, we still have time, so we decided to go to a beach.
We went to a beach... but i didn't get to see which beach it was. The
bad thing was that my cousin and I were not prepared to go to the beach:
We were wearing pants and shoes!! So we had to roll up our pants as
best as we could. It was a very hot day.. The sand was very hot to our
bare feet on the beach!! Anyway, my cousin's friend wanted to build
something out of the sand.. so everyone was kicking the sand loose into
a pile... Then we all started to shape it.. However, my cousin and her
friend were trying to decide on what to build.. a castle or what? While
the sand was looking like a pyramid, i just decided "a turtle. yes.
a turtle." And i was busy making the head and arms.. Then they said, "
oh, it looks like a turtle!" So we all started to build our turtle..
When we were done, my cousin for some reason wrote a name on one of the
turtle's arms.. which i thought was quite sad to our turtle!! Its similar
to a brand on a cattle.. -_-. .. After that, we found lots of tiny
clams on the beach and started to collect them.. They were still alive
too!! Each wave pushes many of those clams onto the shore and the
clams quickly use their "tongues" to dig into the sand!
After the beach, we went to eat dinner at a Japanese seafood
buffet called TODAI. It costs about $20 per person!!! When you enter
the restaurant, the workers say "irrashaimasse" to you.. There was
so many different types of sushi, sashimi (raw fish).. there were also
baby lobsters, crab, udon noodles, miso soup, korean barbeque, and
many different types of desserts!! oishikatta desu yo! but.. i don't
really eat the sashimi stuff.. Those raw fish .. well, i don't really
like it too much. I tried it before in Japan, and it has no taste..
except for the soysauce. My cousin ate so many pieces of sashimi..
like there was no tomorrow!! She explained to us (for she was about
the only one of us that was eating so many) that what is the uniqueness
of sashimi is the different "textures" of various fish meat..
(sweat drop rolling down) well, still i don't get it.. I have this
unpleasant feeling in the back of my brain about uncooked meat.. Such
as tapeworm or roundworm eggs.. And those.. can grow up to 10 feet!!!
It also takes a very long time to get rid of them.. I saw pictures of
them in my life science textbook and in my life science demonstration
section.. where there is a long long coil of a worm in a 1 foot tall
and ~1 foot diameter glass bottle!!!
24.july.2000
hmm. well, last friday, i got to watch "Pokemon the movie 2000:
power of one" on its opening day. I also got a limited special
pokemon card that is free for the first week. My little sister like
most of the kiddies today is crazy about pocket monsters.. The theatre
was filled mostly with kiddies and some parents. When those pocket
monsters appear on the screen, those kids would all excitedly say all
their names! The movie had a short pokemon film first.. and there were
not any humans that really appeared in the film.. thus, there was no
human speech except for the pokemon Mewtwo (or whatever).. that had
a few lines.. So most of the time, you hear grunts of pokemon, or them
saying their names (they all speak like that.. such as the pokemon
Pikachu can only say pikachu, or pika .. =_=). That film really reminds
me of GON, a no text comic about a small dinosaur.
The pokemon movie itself wasn't too bad. But then again, i'm not
a big fan of Pokemon TV, games, etc. I have watched a few episodes of
Pokemon TV before.. and it doesn't really appeal to me too much.. Maybe
it is the story or the characters.. But definately,.. the setting
isn't so interesting. The story is about children trying to become
"pocket monster trainers" and try to collect and train as many pocket
monsters as they can find... What i don't really understand is this:
sending kids out to become these trainers.. it seems to be like camping
or something.. but how about school? The setting of pokemon is a very
colourful world.. full of forests with pokemon.. mountains.. wilderness
.. cities or advanced technology (other than T.V.s or computers) being
shown is rare.
The character design style of pokemon also doesn't really appeal
to me so much..
Because of my initial imagination of the setting, i find it not
very consistent that the movie to have a complete cg (computer graphic)
advanced flying ship. The ship is in a way similar to Star Trek's
Deep Space Nine station.. and it has propelers everywhere.. In fact,
it looks so similar to the style of ships in anime "Escaflowne".
The movie does have a strong environmental message that humans
should becareful of preserving nature.
29.July.2000
I've been watching quite a few movies this past week. I watched
"City of Lost Children" (French film), "Cronos" (Mexican film), "Fargo"
(American film), "Leningrad Cowboys in America" (Finland film), and
"Shin Kujaku-ou" (Japanese animation). Of all of them, i didn't like
Fargo. Yes, foreign movies have a much different style from our
American Hollywood produced films..
11.September.200
I watched some more movies: "Delicatessen" (In French; by the same
directors by "City of Lost Children"), and "Life is Beautiful" (
Academy winning Italian film [surprising, isn't it??] ). They are
quite good movies. However, one thing that bugs me about "Life is
Beautiful" is the portrayal of the Jewish camps in WWII. After having
read "Maus", a 2 graphic novel set about the author's parent's
experience in the Jewish camps.. The movie doesn't portray it as
dark miserable place of survival...
OTOH, I finally got an apartment in LA to live for the school
year. It is in walking distance to campus.. but i haven't met my
roommate yet.
1.Decembre.2000
Things haven't really been going too well this school
semester.. finals are also coming... ..
Lets see... .. I borrowed a Final Fantasy "Pray" CD from my friend
recently. What was amusing was that there were tracks in English,
Japanese, French, and Italian.. I think the same singer sings all of
the songs.. A thing i didn't really like (and somewhat irritated me)
was the lyrics. I don't know what Final Fantasy this CD is based on..
and i have not played any Final Fantasy games.. but the lyrics (well,
reading the French songs) are quite.. well.. strange... Such as
(a rough translation/summary):
I travel the galaxy
searching in the night
for my friend, the blue knight..
and from another song:
to punish the evil and help the poor..
madame said can you find my kitten..
14.decembre.2000
Well, I finally finished my finals today. I had my organic
chemistry and Life science II finals today... Both were not
so good. My school year hasn't been too great this year.. ..
Hopefully, it will be better next semester.
BTW, shinjiranai na.. . watashi no tonari no hito ha
*NANI* wo shite iru no ka?!?!!? INTERNET no naka de *hentai* no
shashin wo mite iru no desu!!! onna no tonari ni mite iru..
That is very disgusting.. and as you may have noticed, this isn't
the first time.. however, this time, the material is quite
explicit.. even watching videos of.. . #_#
watashi wa nani wo suru ka douka wakaranai na....
konna otoko no hito wa hontou ni iru no ka? Now I know...
anyway, i feel very awkward.. and i am very disgusted with such
people ne. how can they so casually do such a thing even while
sitting next to a female? Wouldn't he feel uncomfortable to
view such material?? ne!!! The guy next to him (his friend)
asked him where is the site even.. *_* .. .